Judging.

Hi. Long time no wasting time here. Well nobody cares. So, straight to the point, i've been missing my blog for sometimes. But i just dont know what to write about. Well, now i have one. I hate people who keeps talking about others. I mean, the bad things about others and they just spread it without knowing the truth. Holy cow why did they do that? Is it because they're jobless? Or maybe lifeless? Okay for example, one of  your schoolmates tweeted, " *name* is not going to school because she's having sex with her boyfriend." and your schoolmates  get to know this 'khabar angin' and spread the words. Who knows that she's not going to school baecause of her mother is sick right? I dont mind if you wanna talk about me but it is better for you to talk about my good things. You know may know my full name or even my surname but you'll never know my story and what i've been through. Try to change yourself first and yes we have to change our life too. Well this post is kinda stupid but i dont gives a food on what you want tooooo sayyyyy i love you bye suckersss xx

Ramadhan xx

Assalamualaikum and a very good morning to all muslims. It's fasting month right now! May Allah bless us. On this Ramadhan, we encouraged to do a lot of good deeds full of sincere. The pahala for all the good deeds are bigger on Ramadhan than the other months. So, why not we grab this golden opportunity? All the syaitan are chained and all the gates of heaven are open for us. Oh, extra bonus on Ramadhan is Tarawih! Only on Ramadhan! Always perform your Tarawih and don't leave it deliberately.. Insyaallah, Allah will gives us everything we wish for. Until now, happy fasting dear muslims :) assalamualaikum xx

The end.

Assalamualaikum people. How's your day? Hope would be much better. 5 June 2012 is the day. Yeah, all ended up on that day. I'll never regret with my decision (think so). It's all because of him. He ask me for something I hate. And most probably a bad thing lah. He always ask me for the thing. And I just couldn't stand. I'm frustrated and said that this is the last time we text. Well, he did not reply the text. He left me with no goodbye. Not a single word was said. So, yeah. Hurts a lot. I've always saw him online. But will never be brave to chat with him because of all this shit. It's a hard decision though. If I tell Aiza, she will never believe this such thing because it always happen between both of us (me and him). Even if we fight for three days, everything will be fine as well. That's why Aiza will never trust me about this. But who knows. Maybe this was the last time, rite? I've been through lots of things with him. Will never forget all those memories. Yeah, for sure it's hard to forget. So, there will be no more 'sayang', morning and night text and stuffs. If he could found someone who could replace me, congratulations. 'Coz I'll never find someone like you. Obviously..  That's all. I couldn't tell you everything. Have fun with your day and take care. Bye xx

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Hi people. Happy Friday. I have a lots of problem. I don't even fucking know why. People do make mistakes. So do I. I have problems - school, friends, family, home, siblings and my personal problems. I trust people too much I think. Plus, my prayers are not enough maybe. My heart is near to Allah and he always be there for me. But I need to be more closer. Yes! Maybe that's it. I have to change myself to be a better person. But sometimes, I just can't stand with all this life. People are not that perfect. Well, some of them are perfect. I've been scolded, hated, leave behind and such. Is this what we call happiness? Actually, I miss 2011, maybe. Today is June. 6 months to go through! Man, this is stupid. And 4 months left till PMR. Scary. Yeah right, yknow what, I'm always on the wrong side and it makes me sad. I don't really know who are my real friends. Seriously. People may be hating me for sometimes, but they just don't really show it. So they just treat me like I'm a waste. I hate having a fight with the one I love. I have the one I love. Do believe me. If i have a lots of problems, I may be weak. I can't get rid all of em' and crying all the time. I'm not good in my education. I only get 3A's last examination. It kills me from the inside. I don't wanna make people think that I am stupid. When I have problems, I can't concentrate on my studies. I think, I wanna stop caring about others. They just do nothing to me and doesn't appreciate it. And be some kind of student who loves study is hard when you're such a lazy-bum. I ain't got nothing special actually. But people who loves me know it.I do have friends sometimes. They're all same. What makes them different depends on their own attitude. Family and friends are the one whon can change me maybe. I just need their support. For any reason, I don't wanna make them hurt or sad. Until now, got to go. Happy Friday and may Allah bless you guise. Bye :) x

It's 30th May!

Yo people! Assalamualaikum! It's 30th of May yknow! It's Azri's and Dina Farhana's birthday! Happy Birthday you guise! May Allah bless you and have a good day! Sorry I can't give you more than a wishes. Or maybe a present would be great. Lol. Anyway, do stay awesome and pretty or handsome *cough* until now, Happy Birthday again! Bye :) x

You the most important.

Hi, i have problems when someone asking me for something i can't give and they was like, " okay, don't call and text me anymore, bye". I hate this. But seriously, what he asking for iz so, ugh. I can't even. Seriously no i can't even give what you wish for. But please appreciate me for who i am. Because i appreciate what you have did to me. Even if you make me sad or jealous and stuffs. Sorry for millions of times x

Normal thing.

Hey. I em very tired. But still, i wanna have fun more and more and more. Pft. I easily get bored on people. But i love this one person who text to me, care about me almost everyday after my family. You don't wanna know who right. Or else, you want him to be yours. No way. But, we always fight. Indeed. You must be grateful for what you have and keep your promise safely. Don't broke it. Because others doesn't know how good or hurt relationships are. We are great friends. We cry, laugh, be serious at a time. Heh. How awesome we are. Lolsss. Ok. But we don't sleep together. NO. Kenot okai. Take care of yourself x